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cresent city blues [Mar. 10th, 2007|10:53 am]
woke up this morning and realized wow. what the fuck is up.
im feeling restless but not bored and not wanting to change that much about how things are.
things that are good
-feeling productive
-my big bed and my homespace
-friends that stop by to chat about free clinics and shoot the shit
-friends in austin.
-a lady who has more faith and love in me than most people ever do

things that are making me anxious
-im feeling bored lately
-i miss ohio kind of
-i want excitement
-i want to roam
-i want adventure

how did this happen.
what have i done. its good.
lately i just havnt been comfortable in my own skin. my survivor shit will never go away and sometimes it just pops up and makes me feel like shit. fuck.
this too shall pass
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i fell inlove with a boy who has a real live romance with a train... [Sep. 16th, 2006|09:32 am]
[music |jolie holland in my head]

toxic tears and stinging eyes
smiling so big my heart might pop
singing old timey music with a tiny boy who has been getting strangley cleaner in the past few weeks.
whats happening
i want coffee
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(no subject) [Aug. 25th, 2006|09:34 pm]
once i met this old deadhead named cranberryjuice who told me i was a hip little sister who almost had it all figured out.
"your almost there!" he told me "you are glowing."

thanks cj. i dont leave till tuesday but my mind has left already.
im on the road again
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(no subject) [Aug. 20th, 2006|08:58 pm]
[mood |exhaustedexhausted]
[music |car alarms. i swear.]

8.5 hours in the car to yellpw springs,oh.
13 hours Y.S to new orleans....
one week to go.
then one week on the road.

i think this will be good. hard. maybe the hardest thing ive yet to accomplish.
the world will see. what happens.
god bless.

im scared.
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(no subject) [Aug. 8th, 2006|04:04 pm]
im going back to NOLA in about three weeks.
im thinking austin in january...ohmygod icant believe im talking like this.
i dont know if i'll ever go back to antioch.
my father is convinced im going to end up playing music on the corner of some southern town trying to sound like jolie hollad.
my mind is going crazy and im wondering who i have become.
i love it.
and im fucking terrified.
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down south bluessss [Jul. 20th, 2006|11:31 am]
[mood |pickin and grinnin]

oh im goin down south if i wear 99 pair of shoes..

there is really nothing better than dancing around in my underwear to bluegrass in the morning.
nothing. at. all.
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(no subject) [Jul. 12th, 2006|02:48 pm]
even if i go back. even if i die.

been playing the banjo since i woke up this morning. driving back to oswego. will probably play the banjo till i go to sleep.
i am so solid and grounded and happy. it feels so good. ive been thinking about trees alot.
the moon was so incredible last night.

about a month and a half.....
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good morning america how are ya [Jul. 5th, 2006|06:27 pm]
im on vacation.
its lovely. fastpass...in the car/east coast summer leads to.lets have fun.

thinking about biodiesel trucks filled with tiny girls who have big hopes
dont ya know me i'm yer native son.
bound for the city called new orleans
cant believe its july
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(no subject) [Jun. 13th, 2006|12:55 pm]
theres a pool table in my basement.
i've got two closets, a cute.huge bed, two big windows and a silly windy smile on my face.

im realizing more and more the error of my flipant romantic attitude towards life...[cause]
strangers keep falling in love with me. [effect]
it would be easy if i just explained that im in love with everyone.
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like a mothers morning dress [Jun. 8th, 2006|01:49 am]
[mood |happyhappy]
[music |greetings from michigan]

this i like about now

-clean faces with hairs pulled back with purple bandanas.
-the way my slip hangs on my hips
-thoughts of j
-avacados and strawberries
-laying in piles of pillows with one of my old time friends

its funny because i intended it to say "things i like about now" and just now noticed it says this.
i guess thats what i really meant.

im really happy. shh....its nice.
day after tomorrow i move...
i hope its a good move....

things i think should happen soonish

- i have to pack tomorrow
-id like a plant (i miss louie!!!! he was a fish though...)
-mail the package to m
-make package for n and for womens center
-rewrite letter to j and MAIL IT ASAP
-take a long bike ride
-bake cup cakes
-finish my cherry dress
-take a bath!!!
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